T-10 Days

Today I got a call from my surgeon’s nurse. One of the tests I did last week shows a cyst.

I need an ultrasound.

I’m surprisingly calm. I feel like I should be freaking out. I put on my headphones, the ones that block everything else out, and play, “A Moment Apart” by Odesza. That’s when the tears start.

The really cool thing about that song is that there are no words, but it makes me feel the feels that I am trying to block feeling.

But then a clear message came: this is just a storm to get through. So I switched to Tubthumping by Chumbawamba.